moving on.

was moving on ever easy? 

people say it is. but really,

how can one just forget? 

how can one just wake up & know that the person you think first in the morning..

probably has forgotten you? 

maybe I think too much.

maybe I loved too much.

expectations. lead to hope.

when hope is crushed.

the pain is even more....

intense. 

the kind of pain you can't even describe it well.

you're just in pain. 

nothing is wrong with you.

your heart is fine. physically.

but really,

it's not. 

I dare say, I still miss you.

the old you. 

but I'm trying to move on.

I am proud to say, there is progress. 

baby steps. 

I'll find someone, who will remind me, 

you're not the one who got away. 

:)