I got time.

...to blog. heh. I've been away for so long I really have no idea what to type except on what have I been up to.

nothing.

Well, that's said & done. Sort now. As of now, I am sitting in Starbucks. Cookie points for me for finishing one report. ONE. yes one. I can practically come here every now & then to finish my work or have a talk session with..well...should we start naming names? :)

Heads up for UMS students, the Starbucks near the main entrance of OneBorneo get 20% discount for food and beverages. So go young Padawan go!

guess what's inside? a table. A TABLE. seriously.

Geology stuff. 

happier times. :) 

Earth Hour 2013 was a memorable one. We danced for the sake of dancing and we enjoyed every second of it. & oohh freebies!

"dancing gives me so much inspiration to express, to be graceful, freedom without restriction or pressure and endless imagination. That is why I dance." - Yatii, April 7th 2013


I went to a dance battle the other day at 51DC. To my dismay, I lost. But I realized that it doesn't matter about winning or not...heck it doesn't matter how many battles you went, how many opponents you faced, how many dancing classes you went, how many people criticized you on the spot for not following their ways, methods of dancing or how you lack techniques...at the end of the day, it's how you feel about yourself. Whether you improved, you lack some things in your dancing, your feelings into the music, how you accentuate your body and how it resonate to the music...it's all about you and your passion to dance. I am no professional dancer or do I call myself a dancer but...screw what people say, as long as you put a smile on your face when you dance, as long as you feel the music...to me, you are not merely moving your body, you are dancing.

To end this post...

in this case is BYE! 

Midterms coming up, so will be busy with studying & whats not. Wish me luck! & do leave me stuff in my ask.fm

the devil's spawn : Candy Crush Saga

so let's talk about apps. this game is so addictive I can't even....

HI. So before I go out for CNY a.k.a red packet hunting (lol), I finally decided to check out this game on Facebook. & boy was I hooked or should I say, regretted. The game format is pretty simple; it's your classic Blitz, Bejeweled game. Match 3 or more and get these awesome bonuses. In Candy Crush Saga (CCS), there's no time limit but there's a limited number of moves (like in Chuzzle) and a target points you need to score.

This is your homescreen, shows where your friends at & where you at. See the top left where's there's like a timer? You need like life/health points to enable you to continuously play (like in Tetris). THAT is the death of me cause I can't play shit yet. ugh. I suck at this game. 

so after 21 minutes and 28 seconds...

aww yeah!

well. well. crap. 

So I have to wait another 25 minutes for my health to increase by 1 so I can play again. 

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I got bored so I downloaded the same game on my iPhone. It's available on Android app store too. 

It's a good way to waste time while I am in the car. Game's interface is also good. The power ups are cool too but here's the con of it : IT AIN'T FREE BRO!

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Oh well. I just felt like blogging about CSS. ugh. Anyways! let's go out! red packets come to mommy!

& the theme ladies & gentlemen : green & black. ;)

A year older.

I dance to express, not to impress.

I wish to learn & improve everyday.

Well. *dusts off nasty cobwebs around this blog* 

Hi! How's it been. I believe it's been a month after my last post. After my sister's wedding, I went back to school & was SLAMMED with exams. First paper started on the..2nd January? Yeah my lecturer said "don't get a hangover after New Year" so he meant that...gaddamn. 

I turn 21 today (2nd February) &...I don't feel a thing. I am not even celebrating. :)

Moving on! I embark on a mission to lose weight & to tone my core abs. I found a diet plan of a renowned Korean idol who I am not sure if I should name her or not before I get bricked with...bricks.

crazy right?

Not going to lie, I am going to use THAT as a benchmark to plan my own diet. 

Okay selca time!

me? skinny? I'm going to cut you. ==

So aside from cutting food intake, I have also been working out. Well, I try to be strict with myself. No pain no gain baby! I follow this youtuber called blogilates. She's this amazing fitness trainer & she's oh so bubbly! She even talks to you during exercises so it's like you have a one-on-one interaction with her..that kind of sort. Ladies, I am sure you want to check this out. ;) 

Victoria Secret Models Abs workout anyone?

I should blog on dancing soon. Like what type of dancing I've been learning by myself. As for KPop..or (C-Pop)..I've been practicing SuJuM's Breakdown. I got the chorus and the opening's choreo. Speaking of which, I ENJOYED dancing to this. I gave up on IGAB. I got it but I can't feel it..or is it just me? 

Okay bye! *waves enthusiastically* 

pre-wedding bells.

a picture says a thousand words.

what about a compilation of four?

my feelings are bottled up.

are you recording this?

No I am not getting married. Although I was asked that numerous times today. I just got dumped and now I'm getting married? say what? haha but hey, at least I'm getting over it right? 

My sister's the one's getting married...oh my goodness, tomorrow! she's going to be a married woman tomorrow. wow. Just, wow. Time flies doesn't it. Felt like yesterday she and I would play pretend back at our old house. Ahh, memories. I shall update & take pictures tomorrow too. For now, since I have neglected my blog for awhile, wouldn't hurt to write a bit no? 

I have been busy with exams. (Don't let me even get started with me skipping some midterms due to this wedding. Not gonna think about it at all!)

sushi once awhile is nice too. The temptation to splurge is just too great though! In total mine was around RM27+? That was at Sushi King, 1Borneo. Nearest (& by far the cheapest) sushi parlor that's near to the vicinity of UMS. Excapade and Kaizen Sushi will always be in my heart though. :) But I am content. Looking at that picture makes me hungry again. :(

My friend pointed out this bag of mine that I brought from Brunei and said "you know, the guys you dated and had crushes had one thing in similar : glasses. Do you have a thing for guys in glasses? A glasses fetish maybe?" okay first thing first, what the hell is a glasses fetish?! But what she said did hit me though. They all wore glasses. Hell even Siwon whom I adore since back in 2005 wear glasses (or, seen with a pair.)

even in this unedited/photoshopped/not-editorial photo he looks as dashing as ever. 

How can one be this perfect?!

Coffee is good for you! I didn't go for the complimentary drinks from Starbucks in conjunction with Deepavali. :( but hey, I got two free drinks the other day cause me & them FunZ answered this online survey, you know the customer service survey kinda thing and I got two free drinks! Shared with them FunZ too. They're awesome. & that was on Apple's birthday too! :D I saw him that day too. My feelings were mixed. But decided not to think about him. At all. :) 

One of the classes offered by FunZ crew in UMS is the Bboy class which is conducted every Monday 7-9PM. Fee is RM12 per session and they are classes that you do not want to miss! Don't fret, we have beginners and advanced classes. See you in the beginners class then! :P Shot was during the advanced class. Class thought by Safwan. Further details you can check out the FunZ Crew's facebook page (I linked them the previous blog post before! Scroll down~)

Before leaving to Brunei, me and my friends had lunch at the Kopitiam Museum at Kingfisher. What caught my eye was the shisha flavors rack...oh shisha? Do you shisha? Honestly, I don't approve of smoking but I need it sometimes. Not cause of stress. Whoah whoah, getting personal here. But hey, I like this shot!

Leaving KK put me in a bad place. I didn't want to go initially. I had to leave so many work & exams behind. I fear I will fall back even more. But then again, family is family. Imagine none of my family want to come for MY wedding (if it happens lol) but I hope something good will come out from this. I hope to catch up asap! & I miss my friends. :(

we fight all the time but you're the best younger brother I have man. :)

& hey, I am home.

raped my cousin's iPhone 5. muahaha.

things will be fine. I know of it.

will you hold my hand out of this mess?

:)

a labyrinth.

"we have to learn how to fall then we'll be strong enough to pick up the pieces." 

After going through some rough patches these past few weeks, I broke down & cried in the dorm. My roommates waited for me to be done & later asked what happened. Unexpectedly I began giving a lecture on how life's not all a fun & smiles. I am never a good speaker in these areas nor have I lived old enough to taste every bittersweet events of life but..."it's the past that teaches us to be prepared for the future."

...is what they normally say & believed but I personally think it's still difficult. 

Life is a series of mazes, you go through ups & downs, twist and turns, dead-ends, probably encounter a Minotaur & such. Eventually you will get out from the maze and do remind yourself not to turn back, but keeping moving forward ; to venture the next maze.

Phases in life. 

Memories stay in our minds for a while, probably a long while, it comes and goes and for some, they will never fade. We forget but when a person or an event became a large part of your life, it will be hard to just forget about it. It's nice to visit memory lane once in a while, but don't stay there long enough. Don't be discouraged, people who you thought you can't live without, can live just fine without you. What does that tell you?

Suck it up. 

Pardon me but it's pointless to stay for something that it's not worth staying. Moving on takes baby steps. It's time to stand up, brush your bruises, or tend them with antiseptics or something, and start taking the first step again....into the next maze.

Life is funny. Being alive, having feelings, the ability to see, to hear, to feel, to touch, to taste, giving love, receiving love, losing love...to me is all amazing. Life is amazing. & yet I said life is funny. Funny in the sense that, everyone's luck differs & we all seem to complain about it. Guilty.

But no one had it easy.

Don't ever sit and stare at a dead end. Find a way out. Don't stay too long in memory lane. Time waits for no man.

People come and go. Things come and go. At the end of the day, all you have is yourself and who else knows you best other than yourself? It's time to let go...and keep moving forward.

& that's what I remind myself every day. 

I have been a reckless wreck these past few weeks but, it's time to move on.

但是,请记得我。

paperplasticfeelings.

so, I'm back to blogging. last time I blogged was..when I was 16 I believe. I stopped cause I got lazy. but today, October 29th 2012, I decided to return to the blogging scene. Blogging to express and not to impress. hi, the name's Yatii (pronounced yah-tee), 20 and currently studying to be a Geologist. as my profile says, I intend to save the world someday. yay me. 

my blog's name is "别回头就往前飞奔。" 

which meant "Don't turn around, dash/walk/fly forward." as much as my little (very, little) understanding and mastery of grasping the Chinese language. I take interest in the Chinese language.

my blog's address is "paperplasticfeelings" I had to filter like, over 50 possible blog addresses cause apparently 'great minds think alike'. so, "paperplasticfeelings" is easy ;

paper , plastic, feelings. we write our feelings on paper, either virtual or real paper (Facebook, twitter, blogs, diaries). we lie to make ourselves feel better, which is...well, a lie  i.e plastic. & all that adds to feelings. I'm sorry my logic is unlogical sometimes. :)

so, that's all for an introduction. I don't have a definite theme for this blog. so I'll write whatever I feel like saying or what I see.

谢谢你。