oh hey December.

not everything is too late, hence, start living the life you want.

Do the things you've always wanted to do. Do the things you dream to do.

Aim a little higher, expect lower.

Tell that someone something you've always wanted to say.

cause bear in mind, will you see another tomorrow? 

Hi! It's been forever since I last posted. Been a busy bee with assignments, projects, events, fatigue, procrastination...basically work. I promised a post on my sister's wedding but all I can think of what to say was : congratulations sis.

The event went smoothly and lovely. What did I do? As the bridesmaid...was to fan her. & being a little brat running around. *flips hair* it pays to be youthful. I hope my sister eternal happiness. I gained a new family & I look forward a happy future with seeing my new family members in many occasions. :)

Look forward for a photo spam that I have been...forgetting. Forgetting things until I can't even remember whatever things I wanted to say. But that's the awesome thing about pictures, they make us recall things. :)

Bon Odori UMS is an annual event held at the Chancellor's Hall's open area to commemorate the Key East Policy. What do we do at Bon Odori? We dance to the songs, had Japanese stalls, cosplays and a lot of events! This year I participated again but this time with my FunZ Crew lovelies.

Jingle bells, jingle bells jingle all the waaaay~ Santa decided to go goth today say what.

The Management/Design team of two certain malls in KK decided to dress Santa in black. Which to me, is a total BS. But then again, what do I know. & by the way, I am looking forward for this year's Christmas. It's my first Christmas with my FunZ friends as we are planning for a party! Oh yea, I don't celebrate Christmas as in, celebrating how I would celebrate Eid but I don't see any wrong spending time with my friends in their joyous days. I know my own borderline. :)

Speaking of Christmas, have you guys watched Rise Of The Guardians?

I personally thought it was AWESOME with an awesome lineup of voice actors. Jack Frost is dreamy. Santa is so badass here. Sandman is adorable. The Easter Bunny is also adorable especially the time he was 'shrunk' to this small ball of adorableness. Tooth is...hyperactive about teeth. But all in all I give it a 9/10. :) 

I decided to focus more on the movie despite the fact that my ex was in the same cinema hall which ruined the mood for me for the first 10 minutes? But I'm glad the person I watched the movie with me calmed me down. Told me not to think too much. Thank you. :) *smiles from ear to ear* 

Moving on!

One of the modules I took this semester is called....APK...thing is, it's an entrepreneurship module. I forgot the name to it, we've been calling it APK & I don't even know the full name to it. *sulks at a corner* What's important, is that we are to sell and go for business ventures at our university! Me and my group, came up with a line-up of accessories bearing the brand name Rockify. From the name itself, the accessories are made up of rocks! Since we're Geologists right~ ;) 

I never thought of going for any business ventures ever since my pirated CDs business back in the day...whoops. heheh. That's a funny story actually. Back when not everyone had Internet access, our household depended on dialed up Internet and when people can't find the songs they wanted..I stepped up and..made a pirated business venture. bahaha. Would charged people $1 per song & burned them in a CD. Those were the days....

Anyways! Our Rockify business earned us some good money and I am hoping for an A for this module! Fingers crossed!! 

It was nice meeting some old friends. I met Aan and Zeke, buddies from UiTM whilst I was at 1Borneo with Mag, Jia Yao followed later. But anyways, I missed these guys! Had many memorable times with these guys as we debated & trained together. Guys, catch up soon! I look forward for debating again next semester. Not this semester sadly, caught up with many things. :( 

& that's all I can think of. We are thrown by many obstacles everyday. People piss us off everyday. People come to our lives and imprint something everyday. Some stay, some left. They all mean something to us. Live everyday with no regrets, something I tell to myself everyday. As quoted by my Biology teacher back when I was in Form 4. Find and do something that makes you happy. If you find that something together with a group of friends, is much much better. 

I know I found mine. (Apple, HuanHuan & Ah Lai are missing here.)

& that's all from me. Good day! *will be changing this blog name to : Start Living.

a labyrinth.

"we have to learn how to fall then we'll be strong enough to pick up the pieces." 

After going through some rough patches these past few weeks, I broke down & cried in the dorm. My roommates waited for me to be done & later asked what happened. Unexpectedly I began giving a lecture on how life's not all a fun & smiles. I am never a good speaker in these areas nor have I lived old enough to taste every bittersweet events of life but..."it's the past that teaches us to be prepared for the future."

...is what they normally say & believed but I personally think it's still difficult. 

Life is a series of mazes, you go through ups & downs, twist and turns, dead-ends, probably encounter a Minotaur & such. Eventually you will get out from the maze and do remind yourself not to turn back, but keeping moving forward ; to venture the next maze.

Phases in life. 

Memories stay in our minds for a while, probably a long while, it comes and goes and for some, they will never fade. We forget but when a person or an event became a large part of your life, it will be hard to just forget about it. It's nice to visit memory lane once in a while, but don't stay there long enough. Don't be discouraged, people who you thought you can't live without, can live just fine without you. What does that tell you?

Suck it up. 

Pardon me but it's pointless to stay for something that it's not worth staying. Moving on takes baby steps. It's time to stand up, brush your bruises, or tend them with antiseptics or something, and start taking the first step again....into the next maze.

Life is funny. Being alive, having feelings, the ability to see, to hear, to feel, to touch, to taste, giving love, receiving love, losing love...to me is all amazing. Life is amazing. & yet I said life is funny. Funny in the sense that, everyone's luck differs & we all seem to complain about it. Guilty.

But no one had it easy.

Don't ever sit and stare at a dead end. Find a way out. Don't stay too long in memory lane. Time waits for no man.

People come and go. Things come and go. At the end of the day, all you have is yourself and who else knows you best other than yourself? It's time to let go...and keep moving forward.

& that's what I remind myself every day. 

I have been a reckless wreck these past few weeks but, it's time to move on.

但是,请记得我。